We are all over the place

People who are reading this must feel like my mind is a yo-yo. Back and forth, CT or Texas - what is the right situation for us? I am convinced we won't know what is right unless we keep moving as if both scenarios were right.
Mary called today to tell us the CT birthmother wants to meet us. We're going to meet her. What does it hurt right? We're not getting hopes up because again, if she meets us, chooses us and doesn't feel "comfortable" with the situation and wants visitation post placement, we aren't cool with that. But, we won't know unless we meet her. Mary says she wants to meet us fairly quickly so she will call me tomorrow to set up a time. Talk about pressure! She is also meeting with the other prospective adoptive family as well. Now I am curious as to what they are like. If only we could bring Lucy, she would seal the deal.

In other news, our office renovation started today. Our contractors tore down the windows and framed out the room. It's amazing how quickly this all can happen. Thanks to Sean for pushing forward, doing research and just making the decision to start the project. Usually it takes us years to think things like this through...I guess we are getting better at making decisions.

So stay tuned...we might meet her this week or next. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. We'll know from there whether this is something we'll consider or not.
If you're reading this and looking at the picture thinking "I hope you didn't put this picture in your profile being double fisted with a beer and a fruity drink," it's okay...I've mastered the art of cropping photo's. We cropped it right out!